World inside my head...

Today was training day for TNT. My daughter spent the night at her friends' house last night because it was the last day of school. She had told me she wanted to go to training and wanted me to pick her up on the way. Secretly, I was hoping she'd stay up too late and sleep in so we wouldn't have to go. I had taken some clothes and a bathing suit to her last night and realized I should take her training clothes, too. But I conveniently "forgot" these things. This morning, my phone starts ringing at full volume tearing me out of my bed with a frightening jolt. It was Lexy. She asked me if I was coming to get her for training. I asked my husband what time it was and he said it was about 10 'til 6. WHAT??? She was calling me at 5 something in the morning?? She said she needed me to go get her so she could come home and get ready because she didn't have any of her stuff. In my sleep deprived state I was mad at her. I asked her why she hadn't thought to tell me to take that to her last night with her other stuff. She said she forgot. And she said I forgot too. She was right. I knew full well that I should have taken her that stuff but in my lazy mind, I convinced myself not to. It was my own stupid fault. I picked her up and we got ready and headed to training. I was so glad we went. It felt so good. We hadn't trained in weeks. They cancelled training 2 weeks ago because of lightning and last weekend we were out of town at my brothers. And as I said before, we haven't been doing any weekly training either. Hmm...I wonder why I'm still fat? It's pretty sad that I need my 14 year old daughter here to get my fat, lazy ass out of bed to go to training. Who's the mom here?? I need some serious help.