Houston, We Have A Problem

So, I signed up for this half marathon thingy, and instead of training and eating healthy, I am eating like a fat girl again. What the heck?? I can't quit freaking eating M&Ms! I still haven't gone to the farmer's market and I still eat crap. It's all because I've been slacking on my confessions to my warden. If I kept up with that every day, I wouldn't give in because I'd feel too guilty. I really need to get back on the stick. I can feel myself gaining weight again and I've had to miss some trainings which is really upsetting me. I've got a huge project I'm working on and I've been doing it after work and I've also had to run unexpected errands so I've put off some of my weekly runs. I'm feeling pretty disappointed in myself and I just can't wait to go running again. Tomorrow night for sure.

I also haven't updated my "Bringing Sexy Back" poster since I started it in September. That was actually because my daughter's digital camera is broken so I haven't had a chance to take any new pics. I guess it really works out in my favor though, seeing as how it would just be more fat pictures of me. However, I recently stepped into the 21st century myself and I now own a digital camera. So, on December 13th, I'll take a new picture and update my poster. Even though it probably won't be much of an improvement from September 13th. But from here on out, I'll update it every month on the 13th, sexy or not.

Comments

[John's Weight Loss Blog]

Forcing yourself to write posts like this is a good way to get back in the game. Good luck!